Im feeling quite frustrated today. There are so many things to do...dnt folio..practical exams to study...prelims to study..weak subjects to worry about...homework to do and so many more. O level examinations are coming but I don't feel as well-prepared as I was for my N level examinations last year. I remember not sleeping well for months because of my N level exams last year...I was sub-concious when I slept for almost the few weeks before the exams. I can feel the same coming back to me as the exam period approaches me this year. Things feel so different this year..I wonder why? Every time I watch the news, I realize how lucky I am. I have a home, I have family and friends. Yet, sometimes I hate my life. But why? It makes me feel guilty when I complain about some messed up relationships or some little misfortune that comes my way. Then I realize how lucky I am and all these obstacles seem so small compared to what many other people have to suffer. Some pain we experience in life never quite vanish, its like left over residue which can never be cleansed.